Jaheeeebus

Narrowed down the number of art DIY books going in my suitcase down to two, but I'm having a major issue cutting down the number of various paper products I'll do god knows what with...and I haven't even gone through my art supplies. Why is packing so painful?! I feel like all these weird objects are my friends...and I'm basically telling them I don't want them to come with me because they're not cool enough. I'm a horrible person! This is too stressful. I don't put this much thought into what I wear on a daily basis...oh no, what am I going to wear? AHH!

Went to Town Hall Antiques again today to get more antique sheet music, since I'm almost out of the last book I got. Got more vintage stamps as well, AND old BINGO cards for 50 cents each. I'm pretty jazzed about those. This may turn into an addiction though...someone may have to stop me from wasting my whole savings on antiques in Wisconsin.



I'm gonna miss my overly affectionate fat flatulent cat...she can't come with me? Okay.





Revamped the activities/clinics/staff project ideas list for the 3rd or 4th time. That I never get tired of. I still don't feel like I prepped enough for this...as if I should have all these examples done already. Yeah right, Heather, chill! It's a good thing I'm getting there a week earlier though. I have more time to make that space mine now, since I didn't take the time to do it last year. Reorganizing was not enough!

Then thought...oh, what if he takes one look at me and says, "You're not worth it. I remember you differently" ??? It's the low self-esteem coming back in full swing, and I'm fightin' as hard as I can. Dancing helps a great deal...alone in my room, thinking positively. No expectations; that's the only way we'll get through it.

I'm afraid of missing the shuttle to the Wausau transit center too. BEH!

CHILL!!!

It'll be an awesome summer, no matter what happens. 'Cause I'm awesome, and the awesome will beget awesomeness.