Hmmm

Mom asked me what I missed about home the most...and I honestly couldn't come up with much, so I quickly answered, "Starbucks."

Guess that just confirms it.

Time to leave.

Places I Want to Travel To

1. Chicago, IL
2. Flagstaff/Tuscon, AZ
3. St. Petersburg, FL
4. England...somewhere.
5. East Coast somewhere/all over



Let's DO IT!!!

I'd love to even road trip down to Flagstaff!

Remember the Time?...

Where Heather got drunk the last night of camp...and completely made a fool of herself?

I do...

Way to go me.

I don't want to ever see that side of myself every again. Or hear about her from other people; especially the ones I care for the most.

I apologize to everyone. I wish I could say I remember everything, but I don't.

I'm just getting flashes here and there...and they're all out of order. Even my apology.



What a shitty start to a friendship that I hope lasts a long long long time.

I'll miss you unicorn, and I hope you do eventually make that phone call.



Thank you, Amy's family and German sisters for such a memorable 24th birthday in Charlotte, North Carolina.

Arts and Crafts: Camper Feedback

First Session:

1st Period - Heather is a very good teacher and gives me great tips. The activities are also really fun.

1st Period - It is really fun; probably my favorite activity.

Second Session:

2nd Period - Heather is awesome, she always knows what to do. Arts and Crafts is really fun.

3rd Period - Heather is amazing! She can fix anything. She teaches you so much, and it's a joy to be around her.

3rd Period - This is my favorite class and I love all the activities that we do.



I must be doing something right.

One of Many

You are one of many.
"Don't worry 'bout me."
I'd say you made a dent;
hurt me just like the rest.
But in truth, I hurt myself
every god damn time!

I only love to love...

Doesn't matter who you are.
Doesn't even need to be real,
but it will feel the same
when you feel something deeper
for the someone else that's
bound to come, bound to fit.

I feel like a piece of meat;
pink and rare at first glance...
then green and iridescent
the second you don't want me anymore.

I seek out the perfect people
to never trust; to hell with a love life.

There's life without romance
there's romance without trust
and then there's you and I.

A girl to be dirt, that's me.

Norway

Feeling pretty beside myself.

This day means everything to them. The biggest day of the summer, besides going home against their will.

I'm going to miss them so much. I would do anything for them, even if it means giving up on sleep all together.

Going to sleep tonight though, and finish the rest of this on my day off tomorrow...

Sad, yet necessary.

Not My Chair, Not My Problem

After talking with Ashlen on the phone the other night, I definitely feel empowered by my actions. After listening to Bethyn shed her relationship woes though...I feel more numbed by her words. Both realizations coupled...I guess I don't feel comfortable discussing a relationship at all. Here's hoping I don't get myself in trouble this summer. No drama. No love. Just friends happy with what was shared, and prepared to leave it at that!

I'm a strong independent woman.
I will never need a man to make me feel whole.
I trust myself.