Sunday, May 20, 2012

Convincing Myself Nothing

It's really difficult thinking, "you're one of a kind...something special," as well as thinking, "you're normal...completely ordinary, and no one finds you interesting" all at the same time. It's like a battle of the persona. I want to draw them both, and see which one feels more real to look at. Like that episode of Xander halfed into two completely different people. I'm like that all the time. I don't know what's going to happen soon, but I know change is always on the rise. Like that bad moon Creedance sings about.

I do miss having a companion.

No one quite measures up.

I try anyways...but nonetheless, she steals the limelight.

Afton, I'm so sorry.

Please, work things out with your Joker/Two-face.

I'm still not sure if I want to come back here to stay.

I need an adventure that's bigger than myself.

Mom asked me if I was leaving, and I didn't have an answer for her.

I still don't.

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